Finish!
Welcome to Pray! you whore, a blog, that takes you on my personal journey of repentance, reconciliation and redemption. What if Jesus had quit? Jesus, the son of God just decided that it was too hard, not fair or just plain dumb? Have you ever imagined what the world would be like today... What your world would be like today? This humbles me because everyone reaches a point where they want to give up or quit in life but God reminds us in I Kings 8:61 "“And may your hearts be fully committed to the Lord our God, to live by His decrees and obey His commands, as at this time.” Today was a healthy reminder to stay fully committed and to trust in God's plan for my life. Celebrate the wins and how far you have come in your walk with Christ.
MY STORY: MY JESUS YEAR
12/29/20254 min read
Fully Committed
Welcome to Pray! you whore, a blog that shares my personal journey of repentance, reconciliation, and redemption.
Have you ever stopped to consider what our lives would look like if Jesus had chosen not to endure the cross?
What if the Son of God had decided the cost was too great?
What if He had given up because the suffering seemed unbearable?
The thought humbles me because every one of us reaches moments in life when we feel like quitting. We become discouraged, exhausted, or overwhelmed. Yet Jesus remained faithful to the Father's will, and because of His obedience, we have hope, salvation, and eternal life.
That is why these words from 1 Kings 8:61 have become so meaningful to me:
"And may your hearts be fully committed to the Lord our God, to live by His decrees and obey His commands, as at this time."
Today, the Lord reminded me to remain fully committed and to trust His plan for my life.
As we approach a new year, I have been reflecting on how far God has brought me. It is so easy to focus on everything we have not accomplished that we forget to celebrate the victories God has already given us.
For much of my life, I struggled to finish what I started.
This year, however, I challenged myself to complete three commitments before the Lord:
Quit smoking cannabis.
Read the entire Bible.
Be baptized.
By God's grace, I completed every one of them.
Those accomplishments may not impress the world, but they mean everything to me because they represent obedience.
Before I create another list of New Year's resolutions, I want to pause and thank God for what He has already accomplished in my life.
Finishing what God has asked us to do matters.
As I sat on my couch today, praying, reading Scripture, and reflecting on the past year, the Holy Spirit gently reminded me of the importance of wholehearted commitment.
So often we justify living in the gray.
One foot in.
One foot out.
One day fully surrendered.
The next day holding something back.
I often write these words because I am preaching to myself first. If you have ever felt caught between obedience and compromise, know that you are not alone.
As I continued reading, I found myself in 1 Corinthians 12, where Paul teaches about the gifts of the Holy Spirit.
The more I studied, the more I realized that confusion often comes when we refuse to commit ourselves fully to God's truth. When we remain divided, we leave room for doubt, fear, and deception.
But when we surrender completely to Christ, He gives us wisdom, understanding, and discernment through His Spirit.
After reading the Bible from beginning to end, I no longer question whether the Holy Spirit is active in the lives of believers.
Paul writes in 1 Corinthians 12:8–11:
"To one there is given through the Spirit a message of wisdom, to another a message of knowledge by means of the same Spirit... All these are the work of one and the same Spirit, and He distributes them to each one, just as He determines."
What if every believer embraced the gifts God had entrusted to them?
Imagine a world where people stopped questioning God's truth and instead embraced their calling in His Kingdom.
Imagine believers helping one another step out of confusion and into the light of Christ.
That is the Church God desires.
As I continue growing in my relationship with the Lord, I find myself increasingly grateful for His patient work in my life.
Through my engagement, my relationships, and every new season, God has been teaching me what it means to submit my life to Him.
Ephesians 5:21 says:
"Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ."
When I look at my relationships, my family, and my future through God's eyes, I begin to understand more deeply the sacrificial love of Jesus.
He humbled Himself so that we could be reconciled to the Father.
Now He invites us to love others with that same humility.
I am still learning.
I am still growing.
I am still being transformed.
And I am grateful that God is not finished with me yet.
Years ago, I would have allowed pressure and anxiety to overwhelm me.
Today, I have discovered peace by walking with the Lord one step at a time.
Instead of trying to control tomorrow, I simply ask God for today's bread.
Today's wisdom.
Today's strength.
Today's grace.
The goal is not perfection.
The goal is to become more like Christ each day.
As 1 Corinthians 13:4–7 reminds us:
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud..."
Love is the destination.
Everything God teaches us is ultimately shaping us to love Him and to love others more faithfully.
Sometimes we cannot truly understand God's lessons until we experience them ourselves.
So do not fear the testing.
Allow the Lord to refine you.
Allow Him to remove what does not belong.
Allow Him to shape your character into the likeness of Christ.
As I reflect on this year, I realize something beautiful.
I may not have accomplished every career goal.
I may not have reached every fitness goal.
I may not have built every business dream.
But I accomplished something far greater.
I kept my word to the Lord.
That matters more than any earthly achievement.
My life is fully surrendered, and there is incredible peace in no longer living in the gray but walking in the Spirit and in the truth.
Ecclesiastes 3:11 reminds us:
"He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end."
Today, I choose to let the Lord be my Shepherd.
I trust Him with every unfinished dream because I know He is faithfully completing His work within me.
As Psalm 23 reminds us:
"The Lord is my Shepherd; I lack nothing..."
When Christ is our Shepherd, we can walk confidently into every new season knowing that His goodness and mercy will follow us all the days of our lives.
So whatever God has called you to do—
Finish it.
Remain faithful.
Stay fully committed.
Because the One who called you is faithful, and He will never leave unfinished the work He has begun in you.

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